Can I do it?

Wednesday, January 16, 2013

I started blogging because I wanted to do something that I haven't done before and that I was scared of. I was thinking about it for a really long time, but always had this fear that no one would read it, and that if, by any chance, someone did, they wouldn't like it.
But at the end of the day I realized, that this is something I did for myself and it makes me happy. I wanted to challenge myself and get better with expressing my opinions, get better in photography and so on. I do really like anything beauty, make up related, so that was just another bonus. I even had a schedule that I decided to follow in order to accomplish this things.
All of this started to slowly fall apart, especially in the last three weeks.
Currently I'm in my third year of studying Policy Analysis and Public Administration at the Faculty of Social Sciences in Ljubljana. I managed to do the first two years without any real pressure, but this year it's a different story.
I have so much work to do that I don't even know where to start  and it's really exhausting. It's really getting to me and I feel like quiting. I'm sleep deprived, always tired, stressed and I don't have any time for my friends. The worst part of it is that I haven't seen my extended family in weeks and I really miss spending time with them.
On top of all that, I have a bad habit of taking my anger and frustrations out on people that don't deserve it and feel bad about it later.
These are the reasons why I didn't post anything this week and the next week probably won't be any different.
I'm going to try my best, because I like it and it's even more fun when someone actually posts a comment. I need to have more time to actually put some effort in posts and that all of this doesn't feel like a burden.
I also don't want to be moody when I write (which I have been for quite some time now), because this blog is my 'happy place' and I want it to stay this way.

I just needed to get this off my chest and I thank every one of you who follows me and posts a comment :)


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4 komentarji

  1. You can do it if you put your mind to it! Sometimes at work I feel busy all the time, but blogging when I get home helps me to wind down a little. Plus I write up my posts on weekends, then edit and post on weekday nights. Good luck :) xx fun size beauty

    1. Thank you, you just gave me a great idea :)


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